She is the most beautiful person I’ve ever had the pleasure of laying my eyes on. She’s funny, sweet, kind, gentle, but most importantly, understanding. She has these eyes. Beautiful eyes. Beautiful eyes aren’t determined by color, they’re determined by the look that is given through them, all the stories they have to tell, how much they light up when they see you. Her hair falls perfectly over her face, shaping it and bringing out the brightness in her smile. The smile she gives is wider than the Grand Canyon. The immense pleasure you get from being in her arms is enough to last you a lifetime. Knowing that you have someone who loves you and is willing to make it work is something that is practically unheard of, and even more rarely seen. The personality that she has, the way she moves and acts, the way she looks at you with love and compassion is something you should never give up. No matter what. There is nothing out there that will make you happier than she. A person like that is the rarest kind of person to find. She is worth more than all the friends in the world. A person like that can make you forget that you even have friends. You become so enthused in her that she is all you have. And once you let her go, it’ll be hard for her to come back. Your entire life experience so far will never prepare you for the lifetime of heartache that would entail if you let her go. And it’s not even that you get her back, it’s ultimately up to her whether she wants to stay or leave. You want nothing more than to prove to her that you are worth everything and that you will never make another mistake like that ever again. She helped you become who you are today. She shaped and molded you into a wonderful human being. If it wasn’t for her, who knows where you would be right now. She knows she deserves better, but you have to prove that you can give her that. You have to make it right. People make mistakes and she understands that, but it doesn’t make it hurt any less. You learned lessons. You’re never going to fully understand a situation until you’ve learned that lesson. But for her to trust you again and for her to believe you are the right person for her, you’ve got to become become someone far better than she could’ve ever imagined. Someone who nobody but yourself can help you mold into. You need to love her even more than you did before, more than you ever thought was possible, and you’ve gotta let her know about it. 

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